Sunday, May 29, 2011

Baba Insights Leaving the Body

Man must gradually and steadily endeavor to acquire that victory. He must proceed progressively from the gross to the subtle.
The inner world is not as easily accessible to man as the outer world is. Perhaps, only one among many, one in a million, does contact and win this inner Atmic Reality.
Baba


There was a spiritual victory in form of the eagle, he is the king of the air, and it said that the eagle brings wealth. The picture was a lock. There is a key to that lock somewhere.
That is the problem about insights, it is the level of the dream only it is real, but we have to understand it.
It was like that in the time when Baba left the body, he was there always. There was no difference it was also during waking state and in meditation, only he was not in the body, but in the inner view. It was like a constant dream or like standing still, nowhere to go, just watching, nothing else seemed real, but it was inside in the inner view. It was just a time of sadness at the outside, as he left the body.
He also said that he is the king. There was a crown and his burial was royal.
It was the burial of a king. And he said also that he is on a place where gold and silver flows.
It felt like golden and silver curtains, it was flowing down.
I was constantly watching, no lining up, no waiting, no resistance against all those people coming and going, standing still in the midst of them. It was royal; it had to be like that.
There was a big golden crown, as he was the king and we were watching, nowhere to go, so why waiting in line?
Some were sitting and waiting to get in a line, I guess it was just out of habit that the people were sitting there and sitting in line as they had always. But the line was going on all night.
There was lots of time to walk by and get his Darshan, no need to get into the line.
During the time in the ashram it was different, during the burial celebration I got aware of the king. In Darshan I had seen him a prince.
Before he left the body we went down a well, there was only little water left what said that he would leave the body, but at that time I didn’t know and we all wanted him to stay so I was not able in my mind to think that way. And we went up the well and on the way he dropped the body and it fell into dust and still we went up and on the top was Krishna and his brother. They were happily walking over a beautiful green field, Krishna was dark blue and dressed in yellow silk and his brother was normal skin color and dressed in blue silk and he had over the shoulder a bow. The carrier of the bow is Arjuna and therefore, it could be as well Arjuna, because first I thought it was Balarama. Krishna is also a King.
And it was another vision later on when Baba was on that place there was gold and silver flows. It was amazing actually, every time I closed my eyes there was again an insight.

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