Baba (thought for the day)
If we are focused on the higher self, it can have any name and any form. I began with TM to get into regular meditation and had no idea in what I went into.
After I began with TM to get inside, we meditated a lot and liked it.
And in the mean time I even like to remember again that time again and it is not anymore connected with people involved, but only with the self-experience. It had been really something...
And in the mean time I even like to remember again that time again and it is not anymore connected with people involved, but only with the self-experience. It had been really something...
We used that mantra for already lots of time and it was not possible to change it. The mantra is in connection with the higher self, therefore, we should not change mantras, but sometimes I just tried Soham and meditated with it.
Do you know what?
What I write down here is the reflection of no problem of TM. I try here to explain what happened and it works, today I am able to explain it... , but it still sounds as it does, like a never ending problem, a never ending story.
It is the reflection of no-problem, just meditate. Even today I get tired in reading and even more so writing about it ..., because it never ends.
Instead of no problem it is a never ending problem.
Do you know what?
What I write down here is the reflection of no problem of TM. I try here to explain what happened and it works, today I am able to explain it... , but it still sounds as it does, like a never ending problem, a never ending story.
It is the reflection of no-problem, just meditate. Even today I get tired in reading and even more so writing about it ..., because it never ends.
Instead of no problem it is a never ending problem.
There has been nothing but conflict after I left TM.
It was because of the leader, it was because it is not the right path, whatever reason, it is a never ending story.
Above the Maharishi criminal in the air, kind of like Darshan, sight of truth and it was no more about yoga, friends, about right or wrong, but about what was it?
It is about meditation.
It was because of the leader, it was because it is not the right path, whatever reason, it is a never ending story.
Above the Maharishi criminal in the air, kind of like Darshan, sight of truth and it was no more about yoga, friends, about right or wrong, but about what was it?
It is about meditation.
Follow the master, fight to the end, finish the game. If ever it would end and be finished.
He could do whatever he wanted, the source lost.
I came back from Paris I began new, went in a TM-center because I didn't have a flat yet and part of my family began with me also TM. We had a good time.
It went in direction of the 'highest first'. If felt like upward direction. It was the TM trailer that pulled us up the hill and when we reached the top, direction of the highest first, there was the leader, the only one in touch with the Maharishi, the master, he belonged to his personal staff. I was a new TM-teacher and said that M. wanted a new hotel, I should look for a hotel for M. That is how I got the feeling to belong to that personal staff as well and I guess that is why Baba said, when he left the body - personal staff.
Babe brings up the source, that it can be understood.
It is still about that never ending story.
I came back from Paris I began new, went in a TM-center because I didn't have a flat yet and part of my family began with me also TM. We had a good time.
It went in direction of the 'highest first'. If felt like upward direction. It was the TM trailer that pulled us up the hill and when we reached the top, direction of the highest first, there was the leader, the only one in touch with the Maharishi, the master, he belonged to his personal staff. I was a new TM-teacher and said that M. wanted a new hotel, I should look for a hotel for M. That is how I got the feeling to belong to that personal staff as well and I guess that is why Baba said, when he left the body - personal staff.
Babe brings up the source, that it can be understood.
It is still about that never ending story.
Normaly we would question the intention of the leader, but trust in M, when I became a TM-teacher there was pure love in the air - that is trust, it made us go on.
I guess he didn't know what he was doing, he disturbed also the family relationship, said that he could do with my sister what he wanted etc., bullshit.
I asked her about it and she said it was not true, that yogic feeling about 'friendship' was highly disturbed. But I realized that we had a serious problem, not no problem and TM was of no help, but TM was the reason for it.
Just meditate and all problems solved, and nobody could get aware of it or see it. It turned into hell - a nightmare.
I asked her about it and she said it was not true, that yogic feeling about 'friendship' was highly disturbed. But I realized that we had a serious problem, not no problem and TM was of no help, but TM was the reason for it.
Just meditate and all problems solved, and nobody could get aware of it or see it. It turned into hell - a nightmare.
What was it? The procedure, simplified meditation.
Baba helps to get aware of it.
But he doesn't tell inside it is about that endless story, he tells - personal staff.
I felt exposed, people appeared as puppets on a string and the hand was not there, which should hold them.
Maharishi had made puppets out of people.
And the leader did whatever he wanted. It was actually not the highest first to be in contact with him, but probably the worst what could happen. It felt like negative reflections, and I follow the inner master and that master made no sense anymore in the light of TM, it was all upside down.
They felt like enemies, what showed that they should be friends, because yogis are our friends - friends, but it was enemies. In the center was a big black hole in meditation, it said that it was a replacement partner. I worked in my mind with that leader, I was in a relationship with him in the mean time, I still went on working for Maharishi, but it was not true, it was a black hole and that showed that it was not true, it was the result of being in the relationship with the leader.
Just meditate and all problems will be solved.
Baba helps to get aware of it.
But he doesn't tell inside it is about that endless story, he tells - personal staff.
I felt exposed, people appeared as puppets on a string and the hand was not there, which should hold them.
Maharishi had made puppets out of people.
And the leader did whatever he wanted. It was actually not the highest first to be in contact with him, but probably the worst what could happen. It felt like negative reflections, and I follow the inner master and that master made no sense anymore in the light of TM, it was all upside down.
They felt like enemies, what showed that they should be friends, because yogis are our friends - friends, but it was enemies. In the center was a big black hole in meditation, it said that it was a replacement partner. I worked in my mind with that leader, I was in a relationship with him in the mean time, I still went on working for Maharishi, but it was not true, it was a black hole and that showed that it was not true, it was the result of being in the relationship with the leader.
Just meditate and all problems will be solved.
Lucky I got a Baba book and in there was some vibuthi and by that got inside in touch with divinity, it was a fine feeling of love flowing down in the heart and there was - God.
That took care of the problem. He was present as master and I went to him.
That took care of the problem. He was present as master and I went to him.
Good to have that behind us, telling people, meditate and all problems are solved...
Does that endless story in any way look like no problems?
I thought Baba would take it away, but he said it is very difficult to understand and in the mean time I lost hope to ever understand it, but during the time he left the body he brought it up again, but he didn't tell that it had to do with TM.
It is following an inner track to finally be able to understand it.
Does that endless story in any way look like no problems?
I thought Baba would take it away, but he said it is very difficult to understand and in the mean time I lost hope to ever understand it, but during the time he left the body he brought it up again, but he didn't tell that it had to do with TM.
It is following an inner track to finally be able to understand it.
We used meditation to solve problems, but that didn't work.
Normally we would not look for a hotel for a not present master, but we would question the motivation of that leader, but because it was the master - we went on.
When I went to Baba it was the end of TM, but not the end of understanding it.
The lost source and a never ending problem.
When I went to Baba it was the end of TM, but not the end of understanding it.
The lost source and a never ending problem.
Normal experiences became without knowing that source of the problem just impossible to be understood and integrated.
Without Baba's help who recreated the source, I guess it would not be possible.
It is reflecting about it, thinking it over when the reality of it comes up. Does it look like all problems are solved?
It cuts off the source, because they don't want to see problems and it is mechanical repetition, name and form in the mantra connected to the source, if we don't know the source, we cannot understand it, as name and form are ignored, the source got lost.
It is like the intelligence gets lost and they think it is the opposite.
Without Baba's help who recreated the source, I guess it would not be possible.
It is reflecting about it, thinking it over when the reality of it comes up. Does it look like all problems are solved?
It cuts off the source, because they don't want to see problems and it is mechanical repetition, name and form in the mantra connected to the source, if we don't know the source, we cannot understand it, as name and form are ignored, the source got lost.
It is like the intelligence gets lost and they think it is the opposite.
Baba brought it up in telling that he wanted a big house, but he didn't tell me that it was about the TM endless story, I had to recall and remember it.
That was also part of that lost source.
Do you know what? It never ends, I can go on for ever like that, it will never end, because if the source is not known we cannot understand it and TM cuts us off the source that we have an eternal reason to meditate..., because it will never be understood and it is the motivation or conditioning which makes them go on meditating.
People don't know, they are reduced to puppets.
Like that we go on meditating, but it is not the solution to all problems, because it does the opposite, it cuts off the source and creates a problem and that makes go on for ever to solve the problem with meditation, what doesn't work.
They think it makes more intelligent, but in reality it is the opposite.
They think it makes more intelligent, but in reality it is the opposite.
The intellect is not used to reflect and think, but to meditate.
Even if they cleaned consciousness in big groups, our personal being level got lost.
It is like hidden and secret, the source has to get lost that people have a reason to meditate, because they think it will solve all problems and they go on and are in a vicious circle.
With TM we got that lost, it is not possible to understand anything anymore, what is missing is the inner intelligence.
From the beginning on it was not possible to understand it, because the source was lost and the means healing was - meditation - and that was also the means what made sick in cutting us off the source.
The yogi behind made the feeling of friendship go on, even if it was not true. Just meditate and all problem are solved.
No problems or endless problems, isn't it the same?
In reality it is the beginning of an endless story, because there is no way out, the remedy is what makes sick.
Baba's Lila seems to just take care of all the harm done by a so called 'harmeless' technique ...
It must be really bad if it needs such an effort to get out of it...
It is a mind trap.
No problems or endless problems, isn't it the same?
In reality it is the beginning of an endless story, because there is no way out, the remedy is what makes sick.
Baba's Lila seems to just take care of all the harm done by a so called 'harmeless' technique ...
It must be really bad if it needs such an effort to get out of it...
It is a mind trap.
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