Freedom, Nothing We don't Want

Make your life a rose that speaks silently in the language of the heart.

Baba

Actually, I would like to go nowhere, being just us, having insight that we are that. And 'that' is our focus.

That is a way to integrate what ever had happened and has been, no matter what background, no matter what past, only to reach us.
Every step leads to us, and then what does the step matter, it matters only to go up the step and reach us. We don't need to bother about what had happened at each step...
We were tonight in our dream, we said something about a friend who had a place somewhere here.
Great to meet us in the dream, and we will not dream the address. But it makes us aware that we would like to be with together.
That is a way to integrate past stuff, whatever it is and was, and that is the main focus to be in peace with the past.
Making peace in looking at steps leading to us and reaching us. So it has to be deserved to reach us. 
The past years we never stopped to enjoy freedom, but it was not in the courses we chose to do so, it was in our own self enjoying being able to do it.
As Baba said in dream, we will love to serve us and not put conditions to it, love and realization, truth and insights, it is possible in freedom and there is nothing, we don't want.   
If there is no possiblity of choice, no freedom, but conditioning.
They were not free, not living what their master thought, because they needed more safety in old age, what seemed more important, mostly making lots of money, taking power away dependent on therapy work and not service to others. At night they appeared with chains but their business is a chain around the world. 
It is kind of insolent, it doesn't work for older ages. Even if they are in love with freedom, they cannot live it, because they have not realized the self.