Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Divine Love and Truth and being an Instrument

You are all the indestructible Divine Self, Believe Me! Nothing need discourage you. In dreams you suffer so much - loss of money, fire, food, insult, etc., but you are not affected at all. When these things happen during the waking stage, you feel afflicted.
It is not the real you that suffers all that. Give up the delusion that you are this physical entity and you become really free. Develop Truth and Love.
Everything will be added to you, unasked. Man and God (Nara and Narayana) are the two wires - the positive and the negative, that combine to bring electricity through. Man (Nara) will become the instrument of God (Narayana), if you have acquired the two qualities, Divine Love and Truth.
Baba (thought for the day)
 
The indestructible higher self was reflected in the dream as brilliant white light. It is beyond the body, a transcendental entity. It reflects as pure white light and it is like the light of the moon, a reflection of the sun. Because it is beyond the body, it is for us all the same reflection, we are all 'that'. 
Like in the example of Hanuman, Baba mentioned in yesterday's thought for the day, the light, the color is 'He' and nothing else. Our higher self is the reflection of the ocean of light.
When we look at the moon we can see a planet or we can see a reflection of the light of the sun.
The devotee sees the reflection of the light.
That light is present as inner view in meditation and in dreams and the light reflects exactly what it outside. If we are on a spiritual level, it is white light or it is gold and silver 'light', that is the reflection inside and not the material level.
If the light reflects the material level of gold and silver, once it was in the inner view, there was a big house and it was out of gold, but the sky was black. 
If we are in divinity and the ocean of light, everything is light, there is a golden light, not just a golden house and a black sky.
The inside reflection does reflect the reality of what is present and nothing else, it is about truth. Nobody has to tell us, the observer reflects in the mirror of the heart the present reality. Atman reacts, reflects and resounds.
Someone who has experienced that mirror of the higher self, has to realize the reflection in that mirror, we have to get aware of it and understand it right. If he is the man coming in our dreams to wake us, we have to watch and inquire to be able to understand it. It is discrimination needed to get to the right answer. 
 
He said in my dream that my family let me down. If I would be aware of it, there would have been no need to tell, because it is a wake-up call to get aware of the problems in the background of my life, the feelings, the hurt, the pain, there is a reason for it and if we don't know the reason, we cannot understand it.
And it doesn't mean because he tells me inside in the dream, that the work is done and that I know it now and it is realized and I am able to feel divine love and be a good instrument, because we are not able to realize that divine love in the mirror of the higher self, if the mirror is not clean.
It means I am not aware of it and by questioning, I get aware of it. It feels like a puzzle, we have to be able to see it in the light of the self, because as long as it is not understood, it is not reflected in the light of the self, but in the light of something else. In getting aware of it, we get aware of delusion.
In our waking state we are afflicted by it as long as we don't get to the right conclusion. 
In the beginning I also thought I could just meditate and all problems would be solved, but that was not real at all. The insights in the inner view were there during meditation, but not understood and TM was no means to get answers.
It was not possible to realize it in the light of the self, because of being cut off. That had to be realized, the conditioning was that strong, it seemed nearly impossible to get there. And it was not possible to understand it, because of being cut off. If we are cut off the source, we cannot understand it.
Just sitting down and meditate and everything secret, means we gave the power away and it was secret, therefore, there was no way to know. And there were not 'no problems', it was another word to tell that the source got lost and we were not able to find the source of the problem anymore, therefore, whatever the problem or issue we had at that time the only one way to get out of it was, 'meditate and you will feel better'.
People were deluded about the power of solving problems and influencing the world, even if it had a purifying effect on consciousness, if lots of people meditate together, there is no way people can get enlightened if they don't get aware of what they are doing.  
If we get enlightened about it, we realize that it is a pyramid and that there are not no problems, but a conditioning of getting cut off and therefore, we cannot find the problem anymore and have to meditate to feel okay, even if no problem gets solved, like that was in my case. After a while I had not no problem, but only problems. What they said that it was yoga, was in reality a pyramid structure of a movement, the top had the only power, and also that was rooted in secrecy and therefore, unknown. I was in a relationship with the TM-leader and he had no more insights and was no more realized as we are, he was just an actor and everything else was just delusion.
And that has nothing to do with yoga, if it is called yoga it is not real. The top was invincible and had the only master contact, he had a personal relationship to the yogi like personal staff, the rest was dependent and hierarchy and there was absolutly no freedom, not even the freedom to chose to be a puppet or not, they were not aware of it that it made puppets out of them.
They think it is yoga, but it is a pyramid. They think it solves problems, but it cuts them off from the source of problems, therefore, they don't realize anymore that there are problems. They think they get enlightened, but they are just cleaning consciousness by meditating in groups together, and the neighbor is getting enlightened 'maybe'... and they also get there in centuries when all the others got there already.
They think it is intellectual and they are bright, and in reality they have learnt all by heart and they are puppets and more stupid than anybody else, they don't even have the capacity anymore to realize that the intellect is cut off and therefore, not working a normal way anymore.
They think they have powers, because they get titles, and they all know that it is fake actually, but they don't have the means anymore to realize what it is and why and no intellectual capacity left to get aware that they are cut off all power.
They have given the self power away, reduced to puppets we get cut off the source and lost. Most of them get problems when they realize that they 'are lost', but as they cannot understand it, going on meditating seems to be the only way for them to get out of their dilemma, but by doing that they get only lost and never get out of it. 
 
Everything will be added to you, unasked. Man and God (Nara and Narayana) are the two wires - the positive and the negative, that combine to bring electricity through. Man (Nara) will become the instrument of God (Narayana), if you have acquired the two qualities, Divine Love and Truth.
 
Divine love is the mirror in our heart and in its light is reflected truth, it is about understanding and realizing it.
 

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