Love needs three Things

When you enquire earnestly in order to experience Prema (Love), the human being goes about searching for several methods. If we really want to experience Prema, we have got to understand what Peace or Shanti means. If we want to follow the path of Peace, we will have to accept the path of Dharma. If we want to follow the path of Dharma, we will have to ac­cept the path of Truth. Here is a small example. Let us take Prema as the shining light. If we want to experience this shining light, we should have a bulb. If we want the bulb to glow and experience the shining light, we should have a connection to the bulb. By just a connection of wire to the bulb, the bulb is not going to glow. In that wire, we should have an electric current. Here we see that the electric current can be compared to the Truth, the wire can be compared to Dharma while the bulb can be compared to Shanti or Peace. If we have all these three things, then only we will get Prema, the light. We may have a good new bulb. We may have a wire. Are we going to get light out of that? Unless there is current inside the wire, we cannot get the bulb to glow.

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Here Baba explains that we have to understand peace first if we want to experience love, Prema and we go to Baba to experience that love, why should anyone go for some other reason like wealth and money?

But in the dream of my ex it was different. He had a dream and in his dream was a water tap and there was flowing water from it and he thought that is was worldly wealth confused by the former boss who was also a Baba devotee and with him he went to Baba, but he kept his dream going, even if it was only a dream.

If we do not listen to Baba, we will not understand the insights and Baba dreams right. It is Baba who gives us the right answers or the right insights. So he was that foolish to project the insight, Baba dream into the level of the mind, the level of the objects and not insights and he didn’t listen to Baba so he never got aware of the mistake. So there was a water tap and the water was not flowing anymore, because the connection between the tank of Grace and the water taps is missing.

We have the big tank of God which is filled with His grace. We also have devotees in the form of taps but the connection between this tap and the tank which is God’s grace is missing. If there is no prema (love), how can the grace of the Lord flow? The pipe which connects the devotion of the devotee and the grace of God is the prema. God is always an embodiment of prema and if the devotee is filled with prema then prema can es­tablish the connection. Unless you have all these three—namely the devotion of the devotees, God who is the embodiment of love (prema) and the link of prema between the two—a connection cannot be established. God, who is the embodiment of love (pre­ma), can be attained only by prema and not by any other method.

Whatever we think is reflected on the mind state, peace has to be understood first to get to that experience of love.

Peace we understand only right if we listen to his words and not to the mind. Baba is never in the mind and therefore, peace in our mind has nothing to do with his path of peace. If we don’t listen, we do not understand it right and if we try to understand it with the mind, we get to wrong conclusions.

So how do we understand peace?

If we accept the path of peace, we have to accept right action and if we accept right action, we have to accept truth. How can we see that in our own life?

If he is telling in my ex dream that I had to go to him to make peace with him, he understood it on the mind level, like I would have been in a conflict with Baba, but that is his mind. I had accepted the path of peace when I went to him years before and when we met in the ashram I thought that Baba’s presence would take care of it that the path of right action was there also and because we have to accept the path of truth as well, I thought it would lead to truth.  

As he is telling us here, we have to accept all three paths if we want to experience that ‘pure love’. It is not only one path to go in direction of love, there are three paths and it is for sure not the mind.

And Baba said later in my dream that ‘he took only advantage of it’, that tells us that it was only the mind and not about right action and therefore, it was not right action and when it is about accepting the path of truth, we have to see truth in it.

Truth was not there. Everything he said was untrue, the job he said he would have with his former boss he always called his friend and it was untrue that he was doing TM-meditation as well, he had been initiated, but he never did it, but in the beginning he told me that he knew he would do it all his life, it was all not true. So he didn’t care about right action and even less about truth, he said what just arranged him in that situation. And he said he knew that I was the wife Baba gave him, also that was not based on truth, but only taking advantage of it.

Baba said in his dream, ‘give, give, give, I will not give, you lived a dream that is your problem not mine’. He doesn’t care about the dreams and he doesn’t try to understand it right. If Baba is the man who is coming in our dream to awake us, there has to be an awakening and that goes in direction of ‘right action’ and it has nothing to do with ‘my processing’, as he calls it in the meant time blackmailing, but it is all as we call it, Baba’s Lila and he is the doer and ‘my processing’ is not true, because it was never ‘my Lila’ it is always Baba’s Lila. So it is again seen on the wrong level and with ‘bad thoughts’ giving the fault to others when he himself is responsible. He lived a dream and we lived it with him and we have to get aware of the difference between dream and reality and in telling us, ‘your processing’ he is telling indirectly, it is not my problem, it is only your problem and it is exactly the opposite, in reality it is his problem and we have to look at it because he didn’t do it, because it is about the path of truth after all.

It is always on the level of ‘bad thoughts’, as Baba told him in the interview that he had bad thoughts and he is never enquiring about it and I didn’t know how to understand bad thoughts, but now I know. It is the level of ‘untruth’ and we have to know the difference between truth and untruth and truth is Baba and he is not the mind and not the body.

If we do not listen to Baba why we going to him at all, because of the room of our big ‘friend’ who was in reality our boss? Because we hope that he will again begin with business and we wait until he starts again in the hope that we get the job back and we tell people one lie after another about being a meditator and having a job when we get back with our so called big Baba devotee ‘friend’?

Not one word he said was true.

So it was not based on the path of truth and right action and the understanding peace, but it was based on illusion and dream and not right action and no peace.  

So where was the right action to be able to understand the path of peace?

Where was the path of truth to be able to accept the path of right action? Before we left Baba was present in the dream as ‘vampire’ with long, ugly teeth land it had to do with ‘truth’, that was the level of truth, he was taking only advantage of it and the long nose Baba is the one who is fooling others.

That was the path of truth with Baba we had to accept afterwards getting aware that there is no truth, but everything was illusion only. It didn’t look like divinity, it looked like a demon.

And all that seemed based in the expectation that he could ask for anything he wanted on the material level and he had projected the insight, the water tap with the water flowing, the grace of God, on the objective level of undesirable objects. The dream of the water tap and the water flowing from the water tap was seen as material worldly level of wealth, instead of seeing it as love only. 

We have to understand ‘peace’ or the path of peace first to be able to experience ‘pure love’. The reason we went to Baba was to experience that ‘love’ and not waiting for our boss to start business again, who would go for such reasons to a Sai Baba?

Does it help us to understand the path of peace?

We can see that there was no path of ‘right action’, but only taking advantage of it, there was ‘not right action’ and we can see that the path of truth was related to the Baba with vampire teeth and Baba with a very long nose, the vampire is living from the energy of others and the long nose Baba was fooling us on all levels, on the level of safety, there was no job, on the level of belonging, we didn’t belong together and on the level of spirituality, there was no interest in the path of peace and in the path of right action and in the path of truth and therefore, there was no interested in love.

So it was all on the level of the mind only and that flowing water and Grace of God was a dream, it had no reality to it, because it was understood on the wrong level.

That is how we understand ‘Baba dreams’ and get the right answer and that is not ‘my processing’, but it is Baba’s doing.

If we want to call it processing we have to call it ‘his processing’. In being in our dream he is also the challenge. He is in our dreams and we have to get a right answer and that is Baba’s doing and we don’t call it ‘your processing’, because it has nothing to do with ‘my processing’.

If he would have listened tried to understand it, he would know that it is actually Baba’s Lila, that is why we call it a Baba Lila. If he doesn’t want Baba in his dreams, he should not have gone to him, he could as well have stayed at home and waited his former boss would start business again, but even if he did, he didn’t get the job back. He followed his boss in his footsteps in the hope to get wealthy. He didn’t go to Baba for divine love, but for wealth and following the boss and not Baba.

He was not interested in the path of peace, but in ‘material wealth’ and he projected the insight on a mind level, not as insight, insight is Baba and the following step is also Baba, he said in my dream, for my ex insight was a way to dream that it would become true and money would flow from the water tap, he wanted lots of money and not lots of love.  

In the insight was no water flowing from the water tap, because it is all misunderstood. The world is okay if God’s grace can flow, so we should take care of that the connection between the tank of grace and the water taps, the devotees is there again. We can reach God only with love and he had at that time a dream that I had to go and make ‘peace’ with Baba, what he projected with his bad thoughts also on the mind level and we have to find a way to see it right.

If we listen to Baba we get the real meaning of it and we do not listen to a so called friend or to the mind.

And Baba said, ‘you didn’t listen, you have to get a divorce’, that not listening is the reason for the ‘divorce’. But he is still not listening and he is not even aware of it that he is not listening. He doesn’t know why we got a divorce, he doesn’t understand Baba’s Lila and if there is a moment he tells me that it is ‘my processing’, it can be a birthday or Christmas or some other holiday it is always the same. It seems no use to go to Baba if we don’t experience that love, it is all about love only and not about material gain.

But as he is not listening, he calls Baba’s Lila ‘my processing’; even though every child knows that it is Baba’s Lila. It is about Baba’s dreams and Baba’s interviews and doing what Baba said in the interviews or in the dreams, it is all about that Baba Lila we always are talking about and nobody can call that ‘our Lila’, that is really stupid to project it on the mind level and it is full of bad thoughts.

In calling it my processing he tells indirectly that it is not his problem, but it is his problem, it looks only like that because he didn’t do it.

That is the message behind it.

We have to understand ‘peace’ first to be able to make that experience of ‘pure love’ and that is divinity. And if we accept the path of peace, we also have to accept the path of right action and if we accept the path of right action, we also have to accept the path of truth.

What Baba is showing us in the dream before we left Portland is that there was no right action, so I had to go back to him because I went for the path of peace when I went to Baba years ahead and I had to accept also the path of right action and that was going back to him, because we didn’t listen, we had to get a divorce and that guy doesn’t even know why we had to get a divorce. We have to accept the path of right action and not wrong action, but it was not right action, he took only advantage of it and that it on the mind level only. The basic requirement for a devotee was not there. It was perverted as Baba said. He wanted to come here not to see his daughter, but to open up a money box, even if that had nothing to do with us, his family, but only with his former rich boss.

That is spiritually perverted, if it goes for love only and for him it goes for money only and he forgets even family and right action and duty because of such reasons.

The path of right action is not understood by him at all, otherwise, he would not come here to open up a money box and think it is Baba giving him the opportunity that he could go and live with his sister and he was not taking care of his daughter at all. It was an insult to Sai Baba and the path of love.

It was not right action, and everything else it not right action, it was all based on illusion only. As we have to accept the path of truth we see the motivation, the vampire Baba and the long nose Baba, that are demons, taking only advantage of it.

If we go the path of right action, we have to accept the path of truth and the pictures of Baba in the dream make us aware of what it really has been. Nothing what he said was true, not that he meditated, not that he had a job, not that I was the wife Baba had send to him, it was all based on not right action and hidden behind the shining appearance of his rich boss who was riding in Baba’s care and flying with him in the airplane.

And he calls that still ‘my processing’ even though everything is nothing but a Baba Lila. Baba gave the dream, Baba said that we had to get a divorce, because it was not right action and Baba was in the dream with vampire teeth and with a very long nose, showing the truth of it.

But it is kind of difficult to get to the right insights, because we have to listen to Baba and it is all in his words. He is the doer and he is the one in the dream and he is the giver of the right answer. And we have to get aware of it that it is his doing and his Lila and not ‘my Lila’, that is ridiculous, it has never been my ‘Lila’.

Baba told him that he has ‘bad thoughts’ and bad thoughts means blaming others for what he had done, what he is responsible for, I guess that feels like a demon.

He has been doing it in not caring about the path of right action and we all went by it thinking that in the presence of Baba there was right action to finally find out that it was not right action.

We cannot experience that ‘pure, divine love’, if we are not accepting the path of truth.

He is not on the path of peace and he doesn’t see the path of right action and he doesn’t care about the path of truth and anything what comes along just serves to take advantage of it, because it is the mind only and it is not about love, but only about selfish purposes and he has no discrimination.

Baba said ‘engaged’ and he said, ‘congratulation, you have a new job’ and it is all about getting aware of the Baba Lila and I guess it would not be possible without his former boss who send him to Baba.

We are going in direction of right action also and we accept the right action, we also have to accept the path of truth, because without those three levels we cannot experience ‘pure love’. That is Baba’s message and we need to experience that ‘pure love’ to make the connection between the tank of the grace of God and the water tap. If there is no more water flowing from the water tap, because Baba left the body, he made the connection for all devotees that the water of the grace of God was flowing.

After he left the body we have to be able to experience that ‘pure love’ to make a connection to divinity and the Grace of God and if we are not living on those three levels, there is no such connection. We have to understand the path of peace and we have to accept the path of right action and the path of truth. We have to listen to Baba to understand it and only then we can get close to that tank of God’s grace and the love will flow again. Only if we listen to him we are able to get it and not if we live a dream and project something else in the man who is in our dreams to awake us.

He is not making the connection anymore for us and some begin to wait for Prema Sai, because it is easier to let someone else make the connection for us than to do it in our own self, but that is why Baba has been here. He is here in the body and also without the body, we have to realize it and that means we have to make the experience of that ‘pure love’ and he tells us here what is needed to make that experience.

We are in a kitchen and we need some ingredients and they are, understanding peace, accepting the path of right action and accepting the path of truth and if we have those three things, peace, right action and truth we are able to make the experience of pure love what is connecting us to the tank of divine Grace to make the water of divine grace flow again.